Too early.

I barely just woke up and yet she starts again.

Get some damn friends Mom and learn to trust them. Don't go around thinking you're the only benevolent person in the world. 


Find something to do so I wouldn't feel guilty every single time I go out. I'm trying to prove to you that I'm not like every other kid you've heard about. I come home every night, don't matter what time it is, I'm home and in bed when you wake up the next morning. 


And if you think staying out late is crazy, wait till you hear what some of my friends do for fun. I won't go into it since it gives you another excuse to bitch. You don't even know how much my friends depend on me when they have problems or get drunk at parties. 


At parties, I'm the one who abstains. I'm the DD, if you know what that stands for. In this whacked off world, I try to stay sane and calm about it. 


I don't know why it is but the only person who doesn't do any of the buzzed or crazy shit and actually controls himself gets treated worse than those who do.