Week 1.

Summer break started a few days ago and I've begun my conditioning.

LOL. Well, sort of. I've only started weight lifting but not running because I've been lazy to get up. Next week, for sure. 8 am every morning for one hour. I think I'm going to switch off every week to balance everything out and make sure I don't overwork myself, like running this week and working out the other, then running the next, etc. Yeah, sounds like a plan :].

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My brother is such an incompetent fool. He keeps downloading unauthorized files laden with malware, spyware and trojans. I then, have to go through the trouble of cleaning them. Fuck it. He's gonna get his own account on this computer but it will have restricted access. That means NO downloading whatsoever. Argh. I'm so sick of his shit. He just doesn't listen. How can someone who's 30+ be so stupid?

What, seriously?!

Wow. I didn't know it could end up like this. How stupid of me to let things fall so far. What a waste of fucking time.



Now I've learned to not invest so much in something.

FOOLISH BOY.

I feel like I just got shot. right. in. the. fucking. face. Like. BAM. It's over and I'm done.


Yeah. This is pretty much the worst feeling in the world right now.

Cramps.

First workout session and I get extreme arm cramps. My arms can only stretch outward to 90 degrees D:

Supposedly this is normal. I hope it is. I need to get used to this kind of work -_-.



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Sorry for my belligerent outburst. I had to let out some steam. I'm ok now. :D.

Conditioning.

I've decided to start training and dieting. These past few weeks, I've been pondering about getting a better physique and having more confidence. With confidence, I can ACTUALLY start getting a job, among other things ;]. I sort of have a yearning to learn Muay Thai but I know it's going to take extreme conditioning and muscle workout to get there. I need to start lifting weights, running and stretching and I need to this DAILY. I also gotta watch what I eat. Can't eat sloppy no'mo :]. That rules out fast food [once a week is fine] and other fatty products.

One of the reasons why I'm doing this is because some assface called me out and pronounced the oh so charming words of "Don't let me catch you on the streets." If I ever do end up fighting the braggart, I'm going to make sure I bust his ass and lay him flat. Actually, I want to choke him out from behind. Yeah. That's how bad I want to humiliate him. I've already started lifting weights. I just have to stay focused and persistent. Muay Thai has always interested me as a kid anyways. It's the perfect time to start. I don't know if I'll ever get the money to pay for actual lessons but the conditioning is good enough even if I don't get to learn it.

I know some of you may laugh, but this is serious. I'm being serious. I've got all this pent-up rage since middle-school and if I'm going to let it out, I'm going to use that energy to fuel myself.

Phew.

My mom went and got a perm today. Now she looks like Jackie Kennedy, except with magenta-colored hair.



And it's still like a furnace.

Cook an egg on the sidewalk.

I took my english 1a final on friday. I think I did a horrible job D;



Anyyywayyy, I'm trying to work things out with a friend of mine. We've liked each other before but certain things in life separated us, or well, I separated us. We're gonna start over and see how things go. Hopefully well :].



On a side note, it's really HOOTTT. My car is like a furnace whenever I get in it. Omg. Black interior does not help at all. I also burned myself washing it yesterday. Rawr.

RAWR.

Scraped up against a concrete pole while parking yesterday. Gased it a little too much and sckreechh. It was all bad. Ruined a $800 paint job.

She got her first scar and it's all my fault D:

WOW.

Remember the trip to SF for dress shopping?

YEAH. I got fined $31 for skipping the toll booths on the Golden Gate bridge. I just got the letter today notifying me of it. Wtf. I don't remember seeing any at all. They have my license plate number and everything. -_-.

Well, there goes my clean driving record. Oh man. ~_~.

FMLH.

Happy Mother's Day :D

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there. :].


I hope you beezies are doing something special for your moms today.

Namesake.

Watched a movie for English 062 today. It was called Namesake and Kal Penn from Harold & Kumar starred in it. It was a really good movie, lots of connections to religion, kinship and love. It expresses how important it is to maintain a steady relationship between your family. It teaches you how to control a balance between these things and still lead a happy life.

There was a quote from the movie that I really admired.

"When you read, you travel without going an inch."

I just thought it was really nice and inspiring :].

I hate this. Somebody save me.


Somebody please return the favor.

Superficial.

Come for the looks. Stay for the personality.




Who came up with that? Slap yourself. Really.

SF!

Drove to Frisco today with the lot (Bang, Jesse, Jenny) so Jenny could look for a prom dress. An hour and something minutes later, we couldn't find anything. I was pretty tired (Did drive for an hour and half) so I switched off with Bang on the way home. Randomly found an asian plaza that had Ranch 99 while looking for a pit stop. We all picked up some snacks and drinks then headed home. Usual singing and screwing around while being recorded antics to pass time. My panda bear got molested :( and Bang decided to get dinner at Pho Tau Bay near Hostetter. I had Bun Bo Hue, that shit is money :D then some honey milk tea (orgasmic!) from Barcode. Dropped off Jenny at Tammy's and chilled at Bang's place for awhile till I had to go home.


Man, I'm pretty shot but today was fun. Got the experience of personally driving to SF, among other things lol.

As for the previous days, I can't seem to remember how they went.

Oh yeah. I sat home and gamed.

Goodbye :].