Conditioning.

I've decided to start training and dieting. These past few weeks, I've been pondering about getting a better physique and having more confidence. With confidence, I can ACTUALLY start getting a job, among other things ;]. I sort of have a yearning to learn Muay Thai but I know it's going to take extreme conditioning and muscle workout to get there. I need to start lifting weights, running and stretching and I need to this DAILY. I also gotta watch what I eat. Can't eat sloppy no'mo :]. That rules out fast food [once a week is fine] and other fatty products.

One of the reasons why I'm doing this is because some assface called me out and pronounced the oh so charming words of "Don't let me catch you on the streets." If I ever do end up fighting the braggart, I'm going to make sure I bust his ass and lay him flat. Actually, I want to choke him out from behind. Yeah. That's how bad I want to humiliate him. I've already started lifting weights. I just have to stay focused and persistent. Muay Thai has always interested me as a kid anyways. It's the perfect time to start. I don't know if I'll ever get the money to pay for actual lessons but the conditioning is good enough even if I don't get to learn it.

I know some of you may laugh, but this is serious. I'm being serious. I've got all this pent-up rage since middle-school and if I'm going to let it out, I'm going to use that energy to fuel myself.