Needles.. rawr!

Just had my blood and urine test for the life insurance. Hopefully it's good enough to lower the premium D: . Needles still freak me out but I'm controlling it a bit better. I also went down 5 lbs! Hooray.. ?


Anyways..

Sam bought and signed $100,000 for 20 years for me until I can pay for myself, then ownership will switch to me. He also got one for himself and so did Tommy. We're gonna work out my mom's contract over these next few days and decide what's the best coverage for her. Minh is also considering getting one as well. We can all sleep a little easier now.

Revamping what I said in the last blog, Sam is just being used by his girlfriend's family. He's under their spell. I take back all I've said about him. I was just blinded by my rage. I should have known under normal circumstances, Sam would not commit such an act. He's always been extremely considerate for us. Like our life insurance agent said, he's the key person (until I graduate of course :P). Sam has a good heart and means well, but he doesn't really know where to give it when it matters. I hope he has a clearer mind now and not to become too susceptible to his girlfriend's family's greedy machinations to drive our family into the ground.

Damn bitches. They even have the balls to say that it's wrong for Sam to buy insurance for his own family. Where's the fuckin' sense in that? Speak for yourselves assholes. You guys can barely manage on your own that you need your daughter to coax her boyfriend into buying life insurance for you. Switch the roles around. How can you rationalize yourselves now?

And all these times you've been acting "religious" and visiting temples. Religion is just a cover-up. It always has been and always will be. You guys are absolutely despicable and dark.