Unbelievable.

Lost my phone two days ago due to a financial dispute with a long-term friend (We shared lines and she lent me a phone to use). I tried to help out with whatever I could but damn, I guess not. I just fcukin' hate it when friendships end over something ridiculous like money. Perhaps it's all about you. Lag on payments? Extra charges which is like $2-$3? I'm sorry I got my own life and my own shit to deal with, but then again, it's still all about you and your life. Who cares about what goes on in mine? I don't even lag on payments and still put in the extra $5 that you asked but nope, it ain't good enough. It always has to be something else, like gas. If you needed gas money, then you could have just asked. No biggie.

I honestly tried my best to help with your situation. I meant by no means to ruin anything. Maybe these little things I should have known myself. Perhaps I was too stupid to realize it because I was too busy trying to help you out. I understood your situation but sometimes, you just gotta say what's up. I'm not a psychic. Nevertheless, everything got shoved in my face at the last possible moment.

Now, I gotta open up my own plan. Maybe it's a sign. Whatever. No more being under anyone else. I'm taking control of my own life now. Everything that I own from now on, has to be bought with my own earned money. Tired of having people pulling my strings and deciding my actions. I have to thank my homies Bang and Oscar for coming through for me. Bang referring me to a possible job at Reebok and Oscar letting me get his old phone to reactivate and use. Much appreciation and love.

Friends, it's almost as vague as love, ain't it?