Sunday, October 11, 2009

You know what I've always wanted to do for the longest time?

To show every single person who has underestimated me that they're wrong about me. Throughout my life, I've sat through countless bawling and rants about this guy being a jerk, or this guy being a total douche. Enough. If you're getting hurt a second time then that's your own damn fault. Nobody commits the same mistake twice on accident. I'll help you lick your wounds but don't go telling me that I'm such a great guy and that it's a miracle I'm still single. It gives me a blatant reason to call you an idiot. Get yourself a pair of glasses and see for yourself. When you lose one sense, your other senses get stronger. You tell me what do I compensate for and how?

And yeah, I'm always known as the nice one. The guy who is relaxed, easygoing, down-to-earth with a gentle heart. The one who is always misunderstood. The one who never stands out. What's there for me to do to stand out? Flaring and doing the moonwalk? Isn't a mature heart and a caring nature good enough? Do we really have to add all these superficial things? Only jerks need such things to make up for the things they lack. Man, it's almost like saying you're ugly and that's something you gotta live with. I don't know why people hate on others based solely on their genes. How can you even do that? What in the world is wrong with you? Are you all of sudden, greater than God and all existence? Hey, if you look at God himself, he wasn't much of a looker was he? Wow. Fuck this.

Maybe this is why I still haven't found anyone yet. I rant too damn much and don't do a thing. Fuck that, I am doing something and this time, I think someone has found me.

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