Saturday, June 20, 2009

Sadness is what I demonstrate.

Funky dream last night. It didn't make any sense. She still lingers in my mind. Why won't she leave? I want you out of my life. Please go away. I've enough of you. You've wrecked me so bad.

Why is it that nobody can accept me for who I am? Am I different from all other guys? Is there something about me that girls can't understand?

Somebody tell me what's going on.

I need...comfort. I feel so cold and lonely. These nights just sitting here. These nights laying in bed, being unable to sleep because of the many thoughts running through my mind. Where is that one thought that is capable of keeping me happy and content? I've become such a frail and helpless person. Somebody help me forget.

Of course fool, it's not here. It's not going to be for a long time. Something is deliberately keeping me away from realizing the secret behind all this. For how long must I wait? And why?

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Why....?

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