THUG.

Alot can happen in a day.

It happened today.

I'm walking out and never coming back. Spent two years following a blind cat pretending she could see. See what? See if any nigga is willing to let her swallow his meat. Life goes on, but life is fuckin' hard when you try to be there for somebody who don't got your back in the streets. What happened to respect? What happened to loyalty? Do you get so caught up that everything is a haze like fuck this, I don't want to be trapped in any maze. I thought you liked challenges, that's why I gave you a test. I wanted to see if you were gonna be smart, gonna be like someone who ain't part of the crowd. I guess not because you never even tried, you took my advice and shoved it to the side. What's the point? There's no point in trying, you don't even care. All you ever think about is how you gonna make them stare. The craziness is happening, this ain't right at all. They say pride usually comes before the fall. You tell me to bleed to make you smile and I'd probably do it. You can ask him to do the same, he'll probably be like NIGGA PLEASE. Do you think it's right to do whatever you like? Getting caught in this stupid lovelife. Maybe one day you will see, that how troublesome life can be. Getting into an accident and coming back from half-dead, you be thinkin' that hard but it ain't. Try being the one to witness, to see it all unravel. In fact, try being there when it all happens. To get hurt, yeah that's pretty bad. To see someone else get hurt, now, that shit is just sad. Have you ever stopped and think, damn, they were always there. For a time when I was dying, they be holding on to me like I was a worth a million. Yeah, you probably thought about that but now it doesn't matter. You all better now, no one else counts.

You never been scared, you don't know how its like. You a spoiled little brat, that what you's always gonna be. I'm done with you now, its straight up GG. Keep yourself away from me, I don't need you anymore. In fact, needing you was never my intention. You were like an obligation I had to keep. Now that I'm free, I can do whatever I want. I don't have to care about you, not no more especially when you got pimps and gigolos who can be your sugar daddy and feed you your bottle. Maybe a pacifier too if you're that brittle.

Thug life. It's how I'm gonna be. I roll sixteen-deep, it will be with all my boys and girls. Don't worry Momma, you will be there too. There ain't nothing like kicking it with an OG, you know its true.

I'm glad you're gone, outta my life.

Because this shit has gone on too long.

There ain't nothing left. The only thing you have left to pick up is probably your thong.


~Thuglife. Forreal. Tammy, Sauron, all my homies out there who care. I love you all. Thanks for being there. If there's anyone to slap me in the face and not get arrested, it's you guys.